What Is Your Will In Christ?

There are moments my Lord, when I am alone with you that my passion runs high for the God of my creation and my mind struggles to imagine what my eyes cannot see. Moments when my heart races at the thought of what it will be like to be in the house of my Father - The place where your heart rules over hearts seeking your own and the enemy is no more. That place where all that exists is holy and pure and fashioned from the beauty of your heart - a place that evil never touched. These are moments when my mind wonders and I consider your everlasting greatness and immeasurable power. Moments when my mind can't resist the desire to see the God of all the universe whose throne sits high beyond the stars. Moments of longing when it struggles to imagine what no man could conceive. But in those moments when my imagination strains to create the image that no man knows, my heart speaks fondly of the God it would recognize in an instant. The face is gentle, it is that of a loving and all knowin...

  Lord, In your great presence I am far too small to be counted. I’m a mere speck under the foot of a towering giant. I’m an ordinary grain among the sands of the oceans. And you Lord, are the waters of the seas that move me at will. I’m helpless against you and wholly dependent on your mercy. I’m common and short of greatness, destined for obscurity. But by loving grace alone I’m now chosen to become more. Through the fire of your spirit I’m refined and made molten. Shaped by your own Holy breath, you call me now special. With praise and thankfulness I am transformed to have worth And with others I’m now cast as a part of the Kings cup. Now, so honored to bring sweet wine of loving gratitude to your lips Let my praises forever exalt your glorious wonders, For against you there are none worthy to compare. You’re the source of all that is good, righteous and holy. Your vast compassion, beyond the explanation of men. You lift up the humble and soon humiliate the proud. You alone stan...

"Is Ephraim My dear son? Is he a pleasant child? For though I spoke against him, I earnestly remember him still; Therefore My heart yearns for him; I will surely have mercy on him, says the LORD."    Jeremiah 31:20 (NKJV) An easier translation of the same verse: “Is not Israel still my son, my darling child?” says the LORD. “I often have to punish him, but I still love him. That’s why I long for him and surely will have mercy on him." Jeremiah 31:20 (NLTV) Contrary to what many may seemingly take for granted, true love isn't always only pleasant to us in our current state. Sometimes it can be a little rough to bear. This may sound somewhat disturbing to some, but it's a fact and something that we really need to get a good hold on in our understanding. At times, true love is required to correct - to discipline, to move, for the good of the target of its affection. I make no mistake in my understanding that God is perfect love, but I well understand from scripture...

"The Lord is righteous in all His ways, g racious in all His works.  The Lord is near to all who call upon Him, t o all who call upon Him in truth.  He will fulfill the desire of those who fear Him;  He also will hear their cry and save them.  The Lord preserves all who love Him, b ut all the wicked He will destroy.  My mouth shall speak the praise of the Lord, a nd all flesh shall bless His holy name f orever and ever."   Psalm 145:17-21 (NKJV) In the hour that I call out to the Lord in earnest, my soul quickens as I sense the weight of His presence and I'm reminded once again that I'm truly never alone. It's not a lack of attention toward me on the part of the Lord that leaves me feeling the loss of His presence, but mine toward Him if I ever feel alone. I remember that as a teen, privileged for a time to attend a Christian school, hearing words similar to this; "If you ever feel that the Lord has left you, turn around - He's right where you left Him ...