I can only assume that it
was my overwhelming confidence in my son-in-law's outdoor prowess
that led me to forgo the usually instinctual mental landmark mapping
on a recent camping trip. But whatever it was, in a moment around the
campfire later, it left me with an opportunity to feel somewhat
vulnerable and open to a spiritual acknowledgment ...
I had the awesome pleasure
to accompany the family of one of my daughters along with one of my
younger sons on a short camping trip deep into the woods where there
were no trails and not another human being for miles (the nearest
form of civilization being many miles further beyond that). The deep
woods around the area where I live in the great northwestern part of
the United States is rugged, brushy and unforgiving. It's a place
where the simplest of mistakes can produce tragic results and it's
vastness alone can leave one with little hope in the event of an
emergency.
But my son-in-law is without
a doubt one of the most savvy beings alive when it comes to
navigating the deep forest of our area with well founded confidence
and expertise and I think having experienced this with him before
gave me a confidence that allowed me to forgo my usual precautionary
instinct. I'll be the first to acknowledge that this could have been
a problem in certain unthinkable scenarios, but by our Lord's grace,
none of those were allowed to materialize.
What did materialize though,
were a few moments of thoughtful recognition. They were moments of
honest acknowledgment regarding my far greater dependence on my Lord
and guide through the deep woods of this current life. Many times our
Lord speaks to my heart through experiences in this life that have a
mirrored spiritual implication and truth and for me and this was one
of those times. While the others with me may or may not have had the
same moments of reflection, the renewed truthful revelations of my
dependence on our Lord, His creativity, and His awe inspiring
vastness weren't lost on me personally.
I've spent time in the woods
many times before. As a youth, I had the opportunity to learn how to
navigate the woods and basic survival skills through a church
organization that has proved many times over to be very useful. But
on this occasion, I relied completely on the expertise of my
daughter's husband without hesitation as we carefully navigated our
way over the rugged terrain, the big patches of still melting snow,
the fallen trees and through the brush that blocked our view at
times. It didn't hit me until later while we were fishing at another
lake a fair distance and a very rugged hike from the one we camped
next to, that without my son-in-law and his GPS, I wouldn’t have
any idea how to get back because I hadn't marked my trail or noted
land marks along the way. The only indication of any kind that any
human being had ever been in this area before was a little pink
plastic flag tied to a branch on a sapling near the area back where
we decided to set up our camp and there was no telling how very long
ago that could have been. I didn't panic when the thought flickered
across my little mind, but being normally self reliant and
responsible in similar excursions in life previously, I was suddenly
humbled to realize the reality of the moment. I had never been this
deep in the forest and never without having a reasonable idea of how
to find my own way out.
Reliable as usual, the young
man I had placed so much trust in brought us back to camp safely. But
as I thought about it later that evening sitting comfortable and safe
next to the campfire, it occurred to me that the situation I
experienced in that moment of recognition earlier was no different
that what I experience in a far more critical way in every day life.
I've made the statement of unshakeable conviction before that losing
my life in this world isn't the worst thing that could happen to me -
but that losing my way to find my place in the house of our Father in
the life yet to come would be and for me there is no greater fear.
Our excursion into this life
isn't any different than that camping trip. Without the guidance of
the Holy Spirit to navigate the constant perils and rough terrain of
this life, to a much greater degree than we like to consider the
reality of, we'd be lost without hope. We'd have no hope to find our
way home or hope of survival as Christians in this world (remember,
we don't belong here - we're just passing through. It's a little like
being on an extended, adventure filled camping trip). The cougars,
bears and other assorted predators native to the deep woods in our
area are nothing compared to the cunning and murderous spirit of the
devourer who stalks the souls of men full of evil intention and
without any shred of mercy.
But we're never alone in the
deeps woods of this life if we make the right choices. Our
protection, our guidance to find our way and the provision necessary
to sustain our all-important spiritual life eternally are all to be
found in the one perfect and capable guide. The real challenges
before us are the decisions we make regarding whether or not we will
submit to His direction and are willing to follow. The best guide and
provider we could ever have deep in the wilderness will do us no good
at all if we don't submit to their provision and guidance. Our
decisions to seek and follow the guidance of the holy Spirit are no
less important to our eternal survival and our successful navigation
in this life.
There may be moments
of our own human trepidation along the way, but we never have real
reason to fear if we're following the direction of our God.
Everything we need to live, to survive and to grow He's promised to
provide. He knows every possible path through the wilderness and has
already charted our course. But unless we seek Him out and are
willing to follow at every turn, the Holy Spirit can only watch our
suffering with sadness. Our Lord will never force us to follow Him,
the choice is ours. We can suffer with despair the occasional horror
of trying to find our own way and the hopelessness that comes with
it. We can live in denial standing where we are while making no real
progress and settle for the hollow pleasures of this life. These
choices are ours to make. But following the Holy Spirit is a choice
available to us as well. This choice requires seeking Him out at
every turn and having the patience to actively listen for His
direction. It involves a willingness on our part to invest in a
constant close relationship with the spirit of our Lord. But gives us
confident surety in all that we encounter in our travels in the deep
woods of this life.
Looking into the night sky
out in the wilderness without another light around to obstruct my
view and imagining the awesome hands that not only placed, but
maintains the billions of stars that I could see served to refresh my
understanding of how immense and how powerful the spirit that guides
me is. It refreshed and served to build even greater my confidence in
my travels through this life because of my surrender and submission
to follow the leading of the one perfect guide and protector who can
provide without fail anything I could ever need.
As I thought about these
things again later, I realized that my walk through this life with my
Lord is never sedentary, but like the children of Israel in the
wilderness, when I submit to His direction, I'm always moving, always
listening and always following the spirit of our Lord. I'm always on
a spiritual camping trip with the great spirit of our God. There are
always new adventures, new things to learn and new reasons to stand
in awe of Him marveling over the new landscape of life that He brings
us to see. There are always encouragements and help to overcome the
next ridge to see what He has in store beyond. One day, He'll lead us
home again. But for now, we have the awesome privilege if we take
advantage of it, to put our trust in Him ... and just enjoy the
adventure.
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