I've  posted messages to my blog before that I knew might be a little uncomfortable  for some, but not with self intention other than to be obedient to whatever  issues the Lord impressed on my heart to relate. But for over a week now, I've  been uncomfortable with the message that I posted last. I don't have any concern  with the truthfulness in the content of the post, but there was more that I  should have said. My heart was burdened beyond what I wrote, but my body and  mind were weary and I failed to be still long enough to write it out completely  and I cut it short. Consequently it was blunt and lacking much. I apologize for  this and ask your forgiveness. If you will, please allow me an opportunity now  to add what needs to be added...     The  underlying disturbance in my heart that led me to the posting of the previous  writing is an urgency to to separate myself from the spirit, the thinking and  habits of this world that I inhabit for now and a call to my fam...
A much loved spiritual mentor pointed out to me the difference between the Apostle Paul's past will (a life without Christ) and His new will that evolved after the Lord called Him. He then challenged me to define what my own new will would say... ...let my response be found here...
"It is not the title that people give to themselves that defines who they are; it is the fruit of what they produce." Graham Cooke